So i yeah...Well it's like 2:30am, thursday 6th of august, it's raining outside and as im laying on my bed...i can not seem to fall asleep, I ask myself "Why?", and as i think, my mind can not stop thinking of her, it will not stop passing those pictures of her over and over again, it will not stop reproducing her voice in my head, and i came to the conclusion...That i simply...Love her...True and pure Love...It's so wonderful it doesn't have any words to describe it, it's like trying to describe why the universe is so big, it's impossible,
I dont think theres enough words in all the vocabularies in the world to describe all the things i love about her.
She's possibly the best thing that ever happend in my life. My heart seriously pounds so hard when i see her messenger thingy come up or to watch her username show up on chat, it's such a warm and amazing feeling that i get when i see her, i know you all may think im crazy, that i have no life because im in an internet relantionship and that it will never work. Well, maybe internet relantionships can proove that you can fall in love with someone without even touching them. I mean you fall in love with the person, not their looks or how much money is in their pockets. Im sorry if you think otherwise, but no one will ever convince me that my love for Jasmine isn't true, because none of you have the feelings i do, and therefor it's impossible for you to understand, that it's beyond just saying "I love you" to a person behind another screen. Well im glad i wrote this down, I feel so much better, knowing that she knows how i feel...
So Uhm yeah, I have this video i absolutely love, and i heard this song when i was like 5 years old, and i also know that my Babe likes it, plus i would seriously run away with you and just forget about the world all for one cause...To be happy with you in the cost of anything or anyone.
Tracy Chapman: Fast car.
you got a fast car
i want a ticket to anywhere
maybe we make a deal
maybe together
we can get somewhere
anyplace is better
starting from zero
got nothing to lose
maybe we'll make something
but me myself I got nothing to prove
you got a fast car
and I got a plan
to get us out of here
i've been working at the convenience store
managed to save just a little bit of money
we won't have to drive too far
just 'cross the border and into the city
you and I can both get jobs
and finally see what it means to be living
you see my old man's got a problem
he lives with the bottle
that's the way it is
he says his body's too old for working
i say his body's too young to look like his
my mama went off and left him
she wanted more from life than he could give
i said somebody's got to take care of him
so I quit school and that's what I did
you got a fast car
but is it fast enough
so we can fly away
we gotta make a decision
we leave tonight
or live and die this way
i remember we were driving
driving in your car
the speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
city lights lay out before us
and your arm felt nice
wrapped 'round my shoulder
and I had a feeling that I belonged
and I had feeling I could be someone,
be someone, be someone
you got a fast car
and we go cruising to entertain ourselves
you still ain't got a job
and I work in a market as a checkout girl
i know things will get better
you'll find work and I'll get promoted
we'll move out of the shelter
buy a big house and live in the suburbs
you got a fast car
and I got a job that pays all our bills
you stay out drinking late at the bar
see more of your friends than you do of your kids
i'd always hoped for better
thought maybe together you and me would find it
i got no plans
i ain't going nowhere
so take your fast car
and keep on driving
you got a fast car
but is it fast enough
so you can fly away
you gotta make a decision
you leave tonight or live and die this way.
Once Again im So Corny and Cheesy, But who cares! xD